always in my heart.

Monday, October 27, 2008

I am half-way through for O levels. Still got a few more papers to go before i can enter the freedom zone. So far i could say i can do all the papers excep for Maths. Can never do well for that paper. Hoping for at least a D7 at least for that subject. Hopefully i would pass my O levels and continue my way to a polytechnic or no other choice to ITE. Take up a office skill course. And start working at some compnay. Probably in ICA. Hahahaha. I am already qualified for it okay with my N level certificate. But with pathetic starting pay lah. But i will try upgrading myself.

InsyaAllah.

For the pass few days, my relationship with sayang has not been good. Fighting day after day. Especially on that faithful friday night. I don't wish to remember that night. Too much pain. But as usual. We got things as they were. No more fighting for us. But anything can happen in future. There is always ups and downs in life. Hopefully this relationship would last.

InsyaAllah.

I don't remember which day but me and Nazree headed down to Bugis Junction to savour JCO's donuts and drinks. Just spending time together ever since i started exams. We had a nice time. Taking pictures, joking, talking and of course eating and drinking. I was bullied as usual. Got used to it.

So on the 25th of October, Saturday, It was his birthday. We had a slight arguement when we met but cooled off after a while. A simple celebration for him. I bought a cake. Truffle. Hehehe. Laki bini suka makan chocolate. We celebrated somewhere. Not mentioning where. I made a birthday video for him. Wanted to watch it wih his laptop but unfortunately i saved the wrong video in my Mp3. So frustrated. All my plans were ruined. But luckily the cake cutting was ablr to happen. We ate only two slices and gave to a charity in yishun to some people. Hahahaha. Then off we went merayaping somewhere in Singapore.

I am starting work soon. My manager who happens to be my uncle is calling me back to work. He needs more manpower. It seems that i will be staring work even before exams are over. My parents have given me the green light. So i guess it should be ok. Looks like freedom is coming near already.

till my next post....

Friday, October 17, 2008

My science practical was a total mess up!!! The Physics component can be done. As for the Chemistry component i did all the test but i could not predict the stupid salt. In the end i put Lead Nitrate. Well if it is fated thay i am only going to end up with 1 mark for the component that i am fine with it as i know i did my best for it. Hehehehe.

As of 15/10/2008, I am now officially SoulQuest Consultant Services Head Crew. Hehehehe. And i am also the Personal Assistant to the boss who happens to be my sayang, Mohammad Nazree. Hehehe. I designed the crew tag and it ended up to a satisfactory level. It was not easy designing it okay! Further more a lot of work needs to be done just for one tag. So if you guys out there do have any events that requires a host do contact the company. We also provide services for organizing motivational camps and we do studio recording for those who think you got the talent of singing. Hahaha. All you guys have to do is drop an email to the company at soulquestconsvcs@gmail.com or you guys can visit our website at the link. We do look forward to helping you guys out for your events.

Company logo..

The tags that i designed

This a promotion okay! Just helping out a bit. Doing my part also for the company.

I am not able to attend Fityan Assyakirin's Raya Bonanza this coming Sunday since my parents won't let me go due EXAMS!!!

Arghhhhhhh!!!!

It will be a big disappointment for the committee. But i do really hope that they are able to understand my situation.
We held our final meeting on wednesday. Was a very informal meeting as only the crew was present. Our new YDO, Ustaz Darwis was not able to attend. So we treated the room like a playground especially our dear President, Fahmi. Running here and there. Cracking jokes along the meeting. Taking pictures here and there. Talking about pictures, i do have a few of the pictures.... No offence guys...

Tuesday, October 14, 2008

I am back after my Hari Raya mood for like two weeks i guess?? I have to switch my concerntration to EXAMS now!!! It's two days away to my first O'level paper and i am all set i guess. It is kind of unlucky for us O'level students as we fall sick easily nearer to the exams. For instance i had flu last week and today i am caught with fever. How unlucky I am. It's a very tight schedule for me. Below is my exam schedule. Straight papers.

16/10/2008- Science Paper 5 (Practical)

20/10/2008-Science Paper 3 (Chemistry)

21/10/2008- Computer Studies & English Paper 1/2

24/10/2008- Mathematics Paper 1

28/10/2008- History Elective

29/10/2008- Science Paper 2 (Physics)

30/10/2008- Mathematics Paper 2

03/11/2008- Social Studies

05/11/2008- Malay Paper 1/2

11/11/2008- Science Paper 1 (MCQ)

Well that's how tight my exam schedule is. Not forgetting the day before my 2nd paper I have Fityan Assyakirin's Raya Bonanza to attend to. I am in the comittee.Head of F&B. I got to strain everything in my head by saturday night. So i won't panic on monday. Looks like there will be sleepless nights for me in the coming weeks.

And to Nazree please bear with me this upcoming weeks. I hope you understand how it is like sitting for an important exam.

Guess i won't blog till the end of exams.

I change my blog song AGAIN. Hehehehe. Stuck to the song. Enjoy!

Friday, October 3, 2008

SELAMAT HARI RAYA

MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN

I would like to take this opportunity to wish all muslims in the world Selamat Hari raya Aildilfitri. I know it's kind of a bit late to wish but it is the thoughts that counts. At least i get to wish everyone.

Saya menyusun sepuluh jari memohon maaf andai ada tersalah silap dari segi percakapan atau perbuatan. Halalkan segala makan minum saya.

Hehehehe.. A proper way indeed.

So eve of Hari Raya was very hectic. Lots of stuff needs to be done in the house. For example cleaning up my room again. Pack all my books into boxes that mum bought at IKEA, changing my bedsheet to new ones. And i so do not like the colour of my new bedsheet as it does not match my room. So totally out of the range. My room is has peach and off-white walls with pink curtains. But my bedsheet is brown with golden yellow skirtings. Isn't it out of the colour range??? My mum really don't know how to match. When will i have my dream bedroom with lavender coloured walls. FAT HOPE!!! Ok i dragged too much. I cleared up a few cupboards, scrub the ceillings, vacumn the whole house and help change the living room curtain. Very tiring indeed. But during our last break fast it was a feast. There was lontong, ketupat, sambal goreng, ayam merah, rendang and my favourite sambal udang.. Yummy!

The Sinar Lebaran this year was total CRAPZ!!!! Not nice. I prefer the past few years edition. The comedy part is the only ones that is great. Hahahaha. Should write in to the producer huh? Like real only shika.

So i received and send Hari Raya messages through SMS. And the most that touched my heart is by my sayang Nazree. This is how it goes,

Takbir bergema menandakan akhirnya Ramadhan.

Menjelang Syawal tanda kejayaan.

Sempena kejayaan dalam dunia baru,

I menyusun sepuluh jari mohon ampun dan maaf

andai selama kita bersama

ada terkasar bahasa,

tersinggng perasaan

dan sebagainya.

Semoga perhubungan kita kekal

hingga ke destinasi yang diimpikan.

Cinta dan kasih sayang i

hanya untuk diri U.

Muackz!

I guess i can touch some of you guys out there. It's the best that i received. Not because of he is my boifey but the true meaning of the words.

Hehehehehe..

Pagi raya was ok. The whole family woke up to go Solat raya. Luckily we made it on time to the mosque we often go at Merchant Road. Someone was angry at me so earky in the morning since i didn't reply any of his SMS since i did not bring along my handphone. Had apologise to him again. This year the theme was GOLD. I look freaking FAT in the outfit! The colour does not really go with me. And mum as always keep adding salt to the wound. She wouldn't stop! So same old ritual of asking for forgiveness happens. Then headed to nenek's house. And many more houses. Reached home around 10+ at night. And i end up not going to school the next day. Hehehehehe.. I bet many muslim students didn't attend school. Hahahahahaha....

So like i promise. A Hari Raya mini Photo Album. Enjoy!

The GOLD family..

Cuzzies..

Aqeela wearing baju kurung for the first time.

Orang nak siap, dia pon nk ikot..

part of the Hjh Aprayen Family....

There are more photos but this is the best that i can find. I will update more soon. Till den.

Monday, September 29, 2008

Ramadhan is coming to it's end. Left with only one day to the long awaited Hari Raya Aidilfitri. Seemed do fast towards the end of the month but so slow in the beginning. Hahahahha. I really hope that i am able to meet Ramadhan again next year.

Insya Allah.

My preparations for this is much simpler than the previous years as not much need to be done. I actually cleaned my own room for the first time after so many years leaving everything to my maid. Sometimes i have to also think that i am all grown up already. And soon to get married.Hahaha. I can't rely on my maid all the time. I realize that there were so many things that was hidden in my room. Like there was my used-to-be favourite pair of earings, my conatct lens casing and more... For awhile i felt satisfied cleaning up my room as things go to where i want it. Hehehehe. Should do this more often. Hehehehe.

I feel like i am slacking in my studies. I sometimes don't feel like going to school but i still study at home ok! I will have a hard time trying to get up in the early morns. Felt like there were weights pulling me down when i try getting up and i get back to my sleep. I thought of taking the study leave and stay at home study. Think twice i may not able to concerntrate properly at home since there is so much distraction. Hmmm... Someone advice me please!!!!

I totally fell in love withmy blog song that i have change now. It's about a guy who fell a sweet looking girl. Willing to wait for her to open up her heart for him. But the bad part in the middle of the chorus is that he asked her to break-up with her current boifey and say I LOVE YOU to him.. How cruel is that. Doesn't really make sense. Hahahahahahaha...

P.U.S.P.A

ST12

kau gadisku yang cantik
coba lihat aku disini

di sini ada aku yang cinta padamu

kau gadisku yang manis

coba lihat aku disini

di sini ada aku yang sayang padamu

* walau ku tahu bahwa dirimu

sudah ada yang punya

namun aku tunggu sampai kau mahu

reff:woo woo jangan jangan kau menolak cintaku

jangan jangan kau ragukan hatiku

ku kan selalu setia menunggu

untuk jadi pacarmu

woo woo jangan jangan kau tak terima cintaku

jangan jangan kau hiraukan pacarmu

putuskanlah saja pacarmu

lalu bilang I LOVE U padaku

repeat *repeat reff [2x]

And finally I am presenting to you guys the love of my life. The guys who i have hidden from people all this while. Not that i want to show off but i have found the perfect time to reveal who is he. Please don't misunderstand.

MOHD NAZREE

Till i post again after Hari Raya. Take care people..


Nur Ashika Better Known as Chika 0312** ♥ chika312@gmail.com ♥ ♥ Fityan Assyakirin ♥Soulquest Consultant Services ♥ Afidah ♥ Amy ♥ Dayah ♥ Feeza ♥ Hazwin ♥ Nasuha ♥ Nazree ♥ Nurul Fatin ♥ Sarah Balqis October 2007 November 2007 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 Bituwin - template Dementee -	Monday, October 27, 2008 I am half-way through for O levels. Still got a few more papers to go before i can enter the freedom zone. So far i could say i can do all the papers excep for Maths. Can never do well for that paper. Hoping for at least a D7 at least for that subject. Hopefully i would pass my O levels and continue my way to a polytechnic or no other choice to ITE. Take up a office skill course. And start working at some compnay. Probably in ICA. Hahahaha. I am already qualified for it okay with my N level certificate. But with pathetic starting pay lah. But i will try upgrading myself. InsyaAllah. For the pass few days, my relationship with sayang has not been good. Fighting day after day. Especially on that faithful friday night. I don't wish to remember that night. Too much pain. But as usual. We got things as they were. No more fighting for us. But anything can happen in future. There is always ups and downs in life. Hopefully this relationship would last. InsyaAllah. I don't remember which day but me and Nazree headed down to Bugis Junction to savour JCO's donuts and drinks. Just spending time together ever since i started exams. We had a nice time. Taking pictures, joking, talking and of course eating and drinking. I was bullied as usual. Got used to it. So on the 25th of October, Saturday, It was his birthday. We had a slight arguement when we met but cooled off after a while. A simple celebration for him. I bought a cake. Truffle. Hehehe. Laki bini suka makan chocolate. We celebrated somewhere. Not mentioning where. I made a birthday video for him. Wanted to watch it wih his laptop but unfortunately i saved the wrong video in my Mp3. So frustrated. All my plans were ruined. But luckily the cake cutting was ablr to happen. We ate only two slices and gave to a charity in yishun to some people. Hahahaha. Then off we went merayaping somewhere in Singapore. I am starting work soon. My manager who happens to be my uncle is calling me back to work. He needs more manpower. It seems that i will be staring work even before exams are over. My parents have given me the green light. So i guess it should be ok. Looks like freedom is coming near already. till my next post.... 3:44 PM · Friday, October 17, 2008 My science practical was a total mess up!!! The Physics component can be done. As for the Chemistry component i did all the test but i could not predict the stupid salt. In the end i put Lead Nitrate. Well if it is fated thay i am only going to end up with 1 mark for the component that i am fine with it as i know i did my best for it. Hehehehe. As of 15/10/2008, I am now officially SoulQuest Consultant Services Head Crew. Hehehehe. And i am also the Personal Assistant to the boss who happens to be my sayang, Mohammad Nazree. Hehehe. I designed the crew tag and it ended up to a satisfactory level. It was not easy designing it okay! Further more a lot of work needs to be done just for one tag. So if you guys out there do have any events that requires a host do contact the company. We also provide services for organizing motivational camps and we do studio recording for those who think you got the talent of singing. Hahaha. All you guys have to do is drop an email to the company at soulquestconsvcs@gmail.com or you guys can visit our website at the link. We do look forward to helping you guys out for your events. Company logo.. The tags that i designed This a promotion okay! Just helping out a bit. Doing my part also for the company. I am not able to attend Fityan Assyakirin's Raya Bonanza this coming Sunday since my parents won't let me go due EXAMS!!! Arghhhhhhh!!!! It will be a big disappointment for the committee. But i do really hope that they are able to understand my situation. We held our final meeting on wednesday. Was a very informal meeting as only the crew was present. Our new YDO, Ustaz Darwis was not able to attend. So we treated the room like a playground especially our dear President, Fahmi. Running here and there. Cracking jokes along the meeting. Taking pictures here and there. Talking about pictures, i do have a few of the pictures.... No offence guys... 12:14 PM · Tuesday, October 14, 2008 I am back after my Hari Raya mood for like two weeks i guess?? I have to switch my concerntration to EXAMS now!!! It's two days away to my first O'level paper and i am all set i guess. It is kind of unlucky for us O'level students as we fall sick easily nearer to the exams. For instance i had flu last week and today i am caught with fever. How unlucky I am. It's a very tight schedule for me. Below is my exam schedule. Straight papers. *16/10/2008- Science Paper 5 (Practical)* *20/10/2008-Science Paper 3 (Chemistry)* *21/10/2008- Computer Studies & English Paper 1/2* *24/10/2008- Mathematics Paper 1* *28/10/2008- History Elective* *29/10/2008- Science Paper 2 (Physics)* *30/10/2008- Mathematics Paper 2* *03/11/2008- Social Studies* *05/11/2008- Malay Paper 1/2* *11/11/2008- Science Paper 1 (MCQ)* Well that's how tight my exam schedule is. Not forgetting the day before my 2nd paper I have Fityan Assyakirin's Raya Bonanza to attend to. I am in the comittee.Head of F&B. I got to strain everything in my head by saturday night. So i won't panic on monday. Looks like there will be sleepless nights for me in the coming weeks. And to Nazree please bear with me this upcoming weeks. I hope you understand how it is like sitting for an important exam. Guess i won't blog till the end of exams. I change my blog song AGAIN. Hehehehe. Stuck to the song. Enjoy! 6:31 PM · Friday, October 3, 2008 SELAMAT HARI RAYA MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN I would like to take this opportunity to wish all muslims in the world Selamat Hari raya Aildilfitri. I know it's kind of a bit late to wish but it is the thoughts that counts. At least i get to wish everyone. Saya menyusun sepuluh jari memohon maaf andai ada tersalah silap dari segi percakapan atau perbuatan. Halalkan segala makan minum saya. Hehehehe.. A proper way indeed. So eve of Hari Raya was very hectic. Lots of stuff needs to be done in the house. For example cleaning up my room again. Pack all my books into boxes that mum bought at IKEA, changing my bedsheet to new ones. And i so do not like the colour of my new bedsheet as it does not match my room. So totally out of the range. My room is has peach and off-white walls with pink curtains. But my bedsheet is brown with golden yellow skirtings. Isn't it out of the colour range??? My mum really don't know how to match. When will i have my dream bedroom with lavender coloured walls. FAT HOPE!!! Ok i dragged too much. I cleared up a few cupboards, scrub the ceillings, vacumn the whole house and help change the living room curtain. Very tiring indeed. But during our last break fast it was a feast. There was lontong, ketupat, sambal goreng, ayam merah, rendang and my favourite sambal udang.. Yummy! The Sinar Lebaran this year was total CRAPZ!!!! Not nice. I prefer the past few years edition. The comedy part is the only ones that is great. Hahahaha. Should write in to the producer huh? Like real only shika. So i received and send Hari Raya messages through SMS. And the most that touched my heart is by my sayang Nazree. This is how it goes, Takbir bergema menandakan akhirnya Ramadhan. Menjelang Syawal tanda kejayaan. Sempena kejayaan dalam dunia baru, I menyusun sepuluh jari mohon ampun dan maaf andai selama kita bersama ada terkasar bahasa, tersinggng perasaan dan sebagainya. Semoga perhubungan kita kekal hingga ke destinasi yang diimpikan. Cinta dan kasih sayang i hanya untuk diri U. Muackz! I guess i can touch some of you guys out there. It's the best that i received. Not because of he is my boifey but the true meaning of the words. Hehehehehe.. Pagi raya was ok. The whole family woke up to go Solat raya. Luckily we made it on time to the mosque we often go at Merchant Road. Someone was angry at me so earky in the morning since i didn't reply any of his SMS since i did not bring along my handphone. Had apologise to him again. This year the theme was GOLD. I look freaking *FAT* in the outfit! The colour does not really go with me. And mum as always keep adding salt to the wound. She wouldn't stop! So same old ritual of asking for forgiveness happens. Then headed to nenek's house. And many more houses. Reached home around 10+ at night. And i end up not going to school the next day. Hehehehehe.. I bet many muslim students didn't attend school. Hahahahahaha.... So like i promise. A Hari Raya mini Photo Album. Enjoy! The GOLD family.. Cuzzies.. Aqeela wearing baju kurung for the first time. Orang nak siap, dia pon nk ikot.. part of the Hjh Aprayen Family.... There are more photos but this is the best that i can find. I will update more soon. Till den. 11:56 PM · Monday, September 29, 2008 Ramadhan is coming to it's end. Left with only one day to the long awaited Hari Raya Aidilfitri. Seemed do fast towards the end of the month but so slow in the beginning. Hahahahha. I really hope that i am able to meet Ramadhan again next year. Insya Allah. My preparations for this is much simpler than the previous years as not much need to be done. I actually cleaned my own room for the first time after so many years leaving everything to my maid. Sometimes i have to also think that i am all grown up already. And soon to get married.Hahaha. I can't rely on my maid all the time. I realize that there were so many things that was hidden in my room. Like there was my used-to-be favourite pair of earings, my conatct lens casing and more... For awhile i felt satisfied cleaning up my room as things go to where i want it. Hehehehe. Should do this more often. Hehehehe. I feel like i am slacking in my studies. I sometimes don't feel like going to school but i still study at home ok! I will have a hard time trying to get up in the early morns. Felt like there were weights pulling me down when i try getting up and i get back to my sleep. I thought of taking the study leave and stay at home study. Think twice i may not able to concerntrate properly at home since there is so much distraction. Hmmm... Someone advice me please!!!! I totally fell in love withmy blog song that i have change now. It's about a guy who fell a sweet looking girl. Willing to wait for her to open up her heart for him. But the bad part in the middle of the chorus is that he asked her to break-up with her current boifey and say I LOVE YOU to him.. How cruel is that. Doesn't really make sense. Hahahahahahaha... P.U.S.P.A ST12 kau gadisku yang cantik coba lihat aku disini di sini ada aku yang cinta padamu kau gadisku yang manis coba lihat aku disini di sini ada aku yang sayang padamu * walau ku tahu bahwa dirimu sudah ada yang punya namun aku tunggu sampai kau mahu reff:woo woo jangan jangan kau menolak cintaku jangan jangan kau ragukan hatiku ku kan selalu setia menunggu untuk jadi pacarmu woo woo jangan jangan kau tak terima cintaku jangan jangan kau hiraukan pacarmu putuskanlah saja pacarmu lalu bilang I LOVE U padaku repeat repeat reff [2x]* And finally I am presenting to you guys the love of my life. The guys who i have hidden from people all this while. Not that i want to show off but i have found the perfect time to reveal who is he. Please don't misunderstand. MOHD NAZREE Till i post again after Hari Raya. Take care people.. 11:02 PM ·